Today was an okay day. The morning was usual, moving on to the afternoon, that was the usual afternoon like always, but today I was "guai" in class..-.-'' hardly talked, just did whatever the teacher told us to do, then after I'm done, I would read. Maybe I'm kind of dreaming too much,. =x

Today was also Anderson Sec's open house. I wanted to go but in the end I didn't. I'm not sure why I really chose that decision, my mind is never decisive nowadays =/
I think I need to control my mind, the way I think about things, especially my emotions. I don't want it to affect my life when I come across things that make me feel too happy of sad. It's best to keep a balance of both emotions. I don't want to feel too "xin fen" about things...

And the thought about going to secondary school next year makes me feel very skittish. Even though I wanted to go very badly (since I'm supposed to be there now) there's still this kind of feeling in me that I still love the kid in me...personally, I don't really like some of the public student's attitudes...and I don't know why..skip skip about this part...

Tomorrow is the 5 items NAPFA test! The exasperating thing about it, is that I don't think we trained hard enough for each item. Especially running. I really want to keep up with my usual standards like last year ^^ I feel that keeping a fit, balanced and healthy life =) is what really keeps our "hearts pumping"...

Loving life's perfect imperfections <3
Shannon